Me too - although I did break down and post my 1st (and only) vid last Christmas.
It was INTENDED to send to my aunt who live in another state; however, I just broke down and & posted it up on the site Video Swap…
I still feel ill-prepared to play IN FRONT OF OTHERS… but I do trust our Banjo Ben brethren to be supportive and constructive in their comments.
Plus, Ben has provided this as our way of sharing back directly to him.
I think we kinda owe it to him to use it.
I do “passively” try to play a bit with others around so as to try to “break ice” in playing… well, until I notice their ears bleeding!