@Mark_Rocka from where I am sitting you are a lot better than you give yourself credit for. Grab any opportunity to play with great musicians some of their skills will rub off on you. Look at me, before joining @BanjoBen as a student I couldn’t play through a tune without a train wreck. Now I have the confidence to record myself having a train wreck now that’s progress
Know this. Even if no one else enjoys your playing I am your No1 fan.